Day 23: Trainwreck

 

This picture will continue to be the header of my blog until I'm able to establish some better habits. I originally wrote "good habits" but I'm trying to stay away from negativity - so things are not "bad" vs "good". How about good vs better for positivity ! I think this daily reminder is helping as I've been able to start getting things done!

Yesterday was a rough day and last night was even rougher. Abby wouldn't eat, no matter what I offered her, and I was really worried that she was going to leave me. I slept on the couch and that was not comfortable and it was very, very late when I finally went to sleep. I woke up around 5 because I could hear she was going to vomit. She just threw up what looked like water, so maybe she drank too much. I went back to sleep eventually but that 7 am alarm was relentless! I ended up giving in to food and had some Pop Tarts last night and this morning. I also had some of the Gardetto's snack mix. I also didn't exercise. I'm not going to beat myself up over it, but I'm not giving up on losing the weight. Abby seemed better today. She ate a lot more but not as much as she had been eating. She seems a little livelier today but I know it's only a matter of time. This is the worst part about having pets. I offered her some chicken after work and she ate almost all of it. I'm going to buy a rotisserie chicken this weekend and cut that up for the freezer. At this point I will give her whatever I can get her to eat.